School time again! (Daily Confessions)

Shit shit shit... Fuck. Hmm where do I start... well first off people are starting to read my blog so + but the down side is I don't want to embarass myself so - Welp I was sick at home on monday and during that time it gave me time to think about what my life has amounted to so far. My conclusion is... well lets just say I don't apply myself well in life :) like most people my age I deal with the day to day stuff; drama etc. but unlike most of my fellow peers, I'm gay. At my age (16) it turns into a burden to bare. Don't get me wrong I LOVE who I am but sometimes it's just a pain in the ass (no pun intended) to have to explain to people that I'm gay over and over again and tell them that it's not a choice to be gay. Anyway no progress on gorilla tits after all he is straight (sadly) I always seem to fall for the straight ones and in high school it kills me when I see someone and then they turn out to be straight... sigh On the other hand I'm in love with my bestfriend and when I told him the truth he told me he thought it was "weird" and to a straight I guess it would seem a little weird but he's my bestfriend one would have thought that he would've reacted differently. Yesterday I went to audition for 12 angry jurors (12 angry men + 12 angry women) I think I did better than I thought I would do. I'm pretty confident that I got a part, but knowing me I'll probably get cast as an old man... again. I'm not complaining, it's just that I always get cast as the old man; it's more of a statement rather than a complaint. Lindsey and I have been hard at work practicing and what not I hope all goes well for us cause if it doesn't then this will all be a wasted effort (or at least it will feel that way to me) well that's pretty much it for the moment. hope you all have a great rest of the week :)