Crying

 I just feel lost. I don't really know what I'm suposed to do. I can't think straight anymore, I want to just let go of myself judgements and all of my problems, but I think if I do, I'll lose my grip on life; I'll have nothing left to hold on to. If I don't control my life, who does. I need to take action and make a stand for myself and my well being. To be honest, I hate myself. I'm gaining weight, have acne every where, I'm anoying to everyone of my friends. Some times I think that if I were never born things would be better for everyone in the world.