Today's poem I wrote in, I think the 8th grade... this was during the time I was struggling with my sexuality and was in the closet. Anyways I never wrote a title for it so I don't know what to call it.... Hrm....
They tell you to be happy
All smiles, no frowns
They tell you things are great
But yet,
They crowd you with critisism
They say it's for the best
But yet you seem to stand lower than the rest
You feel the heavy sadness of the pureness you can't hold
You feel the sharp pain that throws you in the cold
You look at your world
And you lower your head with shame
Cause this terrible curse proves life's not all fun and games
well there you have it :) of course I don't feel like this anymore, now that I'm out and open.
Daily Confession:
So last night I went to my facebook page to see what everyone was up to and I see that I have a couple of friend requests. So I click on the little icon and the first thing I see pop up is some old cowboy lookin dude that looked liked a possible rapest. Well I of course DID NOT add him as a friend. Then I go to the next friend request and see this guy
pop up. My first reaction was holy shit this guys HOT, why the hell would he want to talk to me. After the shock had past I decided to look at his profile and see that he lives in St. Louis and goes to school with a lot of my old friends, I end up adding him and then I scrolled down (to see what he was into) and I see that he's BI; I about shat myself on the spot. But then I thought FML, he lives in St. Louis... FUCK, why did I have to move to branson!!!? Well I saw that he was online so I thought, what the hell why not talk to him. And the first thing I say is "not gonna lie, your really HOT" Yes I know it was a total creeper move, but I can't help myself sometimes. Anyway we start talking and I find out we went to grade school together, I find my old year book and sure enough there he is, Tyler Napoli. I then felt like a pedo when I did a comparision to see how different he looked... turns out he looks pretty much the same, only older and hotter. Well I think that's all for today's confession. Thanks for reading. As always Stay Beautiful :)
Here's todays song from last night's Glee that me pee my pants cause it was too funny:
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