Body image; Am I fat? or I need a rock hard 6-pack
Penis size; nuff said
Position; Top or Bottom
What am I; twink, hunk, bear etc.
How should I act; kind, snobby, bitchy etc.
That's just a small part of the ever growing list of things that run through every gay teen and man's mind; including mine. You see there's this pressure we in the gay community put on ourselves for some retarded reason. It's one of those things that no one really talks about because we all know it's true. We try to be better than one another so that at the end of the day we can feel better about ourselves. We work and work on our public image so much we forget what truly matters; friends, family, and most importantly ourselves.
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What I hate the most
I'll galdly admit that I hate metrosexuals, but I only hate the ones that do it for the attention. I know that hate's a bad emotion to hold on to, but when I see someone acting like a total flamer when they aren't I want to scream in their face and if you think about it I have every right to. The LGBT community has gone through so much suffering and we've come so far, and then some ass decides he's going to act "gay" it's like telling us that our struggle was for nothing. An average person's first thought when they see a metrosexual is probably going to be "oh that guy is gay" or something like that. Then depending on who that person is, it could go a lot of different ways. the person may be a homophobe and they may ask the metrosexual if they are gay, the metrosexual then says they aren't gay and then the homophobe is ok with the metrosexual. That says to me that it's ok to act gay but it's not ok to be gay and that's not ok by me.
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Writing a new song called "A Call To Arms". So far I only have the chours :/ I've had a litte writers block, but thats nothing a litte Mary Jane can't fix ;)
Stay Beautiful :)
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