Hey guys so sorry I haven't posted in FOREVER!!! Aaaaany way, as my Labor Day weekend comes to an end I must say AWSOME weekend. I was able to do kayaking and biking and it was sooo relaxing!
Now on to WHAT'S HOT! If you don't know what the A-List is then you are missing out on some HAWT gossip. To catch up on all the drama here's a link: http://www.logotv.com/shows/the_a_list_new_york/season_1/series.jhtml
Being new to the LGBT community in a small town is hard because there aren't really any roll models for my, but thanks to this show I know what's what. As far as the A-List: Dallas, well while I'm looking foreward to it I really don't like Taylor, there's just something... off about him, he doesn't sit right with me. James on the other hand HOOOT!!!! here's a pic:
well no new music for this post :( sorry
As always Stay Beautiful!
So I'm in a total loopy/horny/goofy mood right now :P
Well today was the first day of school! I could not be any happier. Saw some cute freshmen, so I guess thats a plus. I had the best hair day of my life and the perfct outfit to boot. I couldn't have asked for a better first day. I have made a little change in my song for the musical audition, Waiting Outside The Lines. I also realised that I can't wear NOH8 on the side of my face cause it's apparently against the rules :( where's ACLU when you need 'em :P Don't have very many classes with any attractive people, it's just a little depressing.
Still single :( How ever I am enjoying my job, a lot of hot guys go in and out of the store all of the time.
Total random thought. Help me trend #PowerBottomsForJesus it would mean a lot to me Also I'm gonna be doing some drag here pretty soon so stay tuned.
Ok so the past two days working at Pac Sun (at Tanger) have been a blast and I thought it would be fun to tell some of the stuff that's happened to me so far.
Let's see, my first day I was super scared, until I met Kayla, Veronica, and Brittney (who's last day is tomorrow T_T) They are some of the coolest/nicest/funniest people I have ever met. Kayla is exactly like Nez, Veronica is a bubbly goof, and Brittney is just a ditz :P
On my first day a little girl got lost in the store and her mom was really casual and almost unresponsive to the fact that her daughter was missing. Veronica was like "If that was my kid, I would have been ripping the store apart screaming and throwing a fit". Working with Kayla is soo much fun you have no idea. She gehtto boo! There were these one people that left the dressing room a mess. They had tried on like 7 pairs of jeans, I think like 5 different shirts and didn't buy a single thing... I was soo pissed, I guess that's retail for you.
My second was pretty boring until this old lady came in and asked me and Kayla where the restrooms were at. Here's how the conversation went Lady "were are the restrooms at?" Kayla "they're across the street in this sort of nut shack" the old lady stares blankly Me (out of nowhere) "yeah, they sell nuts there!" me and Kayla could not stop laughing.
Well that's all that pretty much happened. I love retail. Stay Beautiful everyone :)
Pac Sun Promos: Girls Bullhead Flare and Bootcut jeans buy one get one free
Guys Bullhead Ridcon and Wilsher jeans buy one get one free
Graphic Tees buy one get one $10
Girls perfume 2 for $10
NEW PRODUCT: Wrangler jeans
Today got to thinking about next year's musical, what song i should audition with, the set etc. Honestly I'm scared to death of how the set will turn out, I have some ideas as far as the castel goes, but what I'm really worried about is the town and the pub. We could roll on the set, then again that's just a pain in the ass to deal with. Although knowing the dept. that's probably what will end up happening.
I know for sure that this year I will be auditioning for the musical. If Mr. Gowers doesn't have something for us to sing for our audition, then I'll be auditioning with either Rolling In The Deep or Turning Tables, but I want to go over both songs with taylor (she's the only one who I can get a truly pure opinion from, plus if I suck I know I can have her help me)
As for my new job at PacSun my first day is Saturday from 6:00pm to 11:00pm. It also happns to be the first day of tax free weekend, so if you can make it we are having a sale on all jeans for I think $10.00 if I recall correctly. So yeah come bug me and spend some money :P
As always Stay Beautiful
Still single, I hope there are some cute freshmen next year :)
Body image; Am I fat? or I need a rock hard 6-pack
Penis size; nuff said
Position; Top or Bottom
What am I; twink, hunk, bear etc.
How should I act; kind, snobby, bitchy etc.
That's just a small part of the ever growing list of things that run through every gay teen and man's mind; including mine. You see there's this pressure we in the gay community put on ourselves for some retarded reason. It's one of those things that no one really talks about because we all know it's true. We try to be better than one another so that at the end of the day we can feel better about ourselves. We work and work on our public image so much we forget what truly matters; friends, family, and most importantly ourselves.
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What I hate the most
I'll galdly admit that I hate metrosexuals, but I only hate the ones that do it for the attention. I know that hate's a bad emotion to hold on to, but when I see someone acting like a total flamer when they aren't I want to scream in their face and if you think about it I have every right to. The LGBT community has gone through so much suffering and we've come so far, and then some ass decides he's going to act "gay" it's like telling us that our struggle was for nothing. An average person's first thought when they see a metrosexual is probably going to be "oh that guy is gay" or something like that. Then depending on who that person is, it could go a lot of different ways. the person may be a homophobe and they may ask the metrosexual if they are gay, the metrosexual then says they aren't gay and then the homophobe is ok with the metrosexual. That says to me that it's okto act gay but it's not ok to be gay and that's not ok by me.
Writing a new song called "A Call To Arms". So far I only have the chours :/ I've had a litte writers block, but thats nothing a litte Mary Jane can't fix ;)
